It’s a feeling. Maybe two, maybe new. But I don’t know. It’s something like love, like passion, like destiny with differences in perspectives . It’s a new feelings that can not be believed it’s just like there is a need to feel with no meaning, with no time, with no need to have a need. Maybe, it’s just the absurdity I’m living within creates all this. But I still do not know. Anybody would tell me ? Why is that ? Why me ? I have no clue.

I’ve been trying to solve this issue for so many times and in so many ways but there is no one who may or want or like to help me. Now, I understand that nothingness is what I feel. Not that abstract nothingness but the sweet one. The one that kills with mercy and with desire. But, still, I don’t know. believe me or not, I don’t know. I have no idea. anybody would tell me ?