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I feel trapped in the flat now, the doorbell rings but only once a night now and I get the real feeling that someone nearby sends the men here, as when I answer the door sometimes they get annoyed that I tell them this is only a rented flat and almost don’t leave, like they’ve paid someone and have been conned. Also I was drugged twice more and I can’t help thinking that it’s connected. I mean there’s no proof, if I go to the police, they’ll just turn it around and say I’ve done something wrong or it’s my fault. Anyway I’m not so clear headed, I can’t remember everything exactly for some reason. My neighbours and landlords said they’d look into it for me. I mean I hate cooking in the flat, sleeping here, staying in. I just feel so pressured and the shadows have started coming back. I have a terrace as well and I’m sure someone’s tried to get in once or twice. I’m sure I heard someone trying to open the door. And now I’ve paid for another month. I don’t know why. I was going to stay in a hotel, apart from the fact it’s so expensive. I was going to get some flatmates but I haven’t found anyone yet. After this month I’m leaving I don’t know why I’m staying I just feel so tired for some reason. So you’ve read this up to now and now you know what’s going on, well almost, there’s other things I haven’t said, maybe I will next time…MORE FROM ME LATER…
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