Feeling more positive

Ok, what else is new, well my mood is a lot better this week and I feel a lot more positive. I don’t know why as I haven’t really got any money and the bills are piling up…well I hope I’ll be able to pay them otherwise I’ll be in trouble, but otherwise I’m feeling refreshed after the workouts, and I’ve been out to the West End a couple of times with some new traveling friends I made…One of them is a famous model, apparently..I’ll have to look him up online, but still he looks familiar… I like to feel positive about things as this usually gets me going to do more. But sometimes I see people and watch how they behave to me, and am happy I’m not like them. Of course, I don’t say it, but still sometimes people can be so rude and aggressive and they just come up to you and start accusing you of things. It makes you think really…Hmmm…I’ve never really been in a kind of a rage, ok so I get annoyed sometimes but I don’t scream at people. I don’t know why, lots of people argue but I just don’t like it, in fact sometimes I find it gets them more annoyed because they’re trying to pick a fight with me. It’s not that I’m not reacting, it’s just what they expect. Sometimes I just feel like they want to argue with someone and pick on me…I suppose I’ve got that kind of a friendly face..a good thing or bad thing?…DON’T KNOW..