chaime's blog

Right now i just want to type and organize my thoughts into writing. I have no particular subject, no particular thing in my mind that I want to write about but I want my fingers to start rambling thru the keyboard and clear my head of all these things that’s inside it right now, cluttered, chaotic and hopefully bring some semblance of order in my mind right now.

Lately, my temper has gone from an average of 1-3 to 7-10, it has sky rocketed, mainly because of the children, who keeps giving me a hard time, from morning, waking up, to evening, before going to sleep. And it’s from simple trivial matters into hi grade naughtiness on their part.

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I’m starting to earn a little bit online and I’m hoping to earn more. I have been playing with google adsense, website building, paid to post sites and of course the ever present paid to read programs and my latest trist with online money making, paid to search. I’m making slow but good and steady progress.
I’m reaching payout at mylot ( http://www.mylot.com/?ref=chaime ) by end of this month and I know I’ll be paid by next month just to voice my thoughts. I’m gaining some amount with google adsense although not enough to reach payout yet but I’m optimistic. And the same goes with my paid to search program slashmyseach ( http://www.slashmysearch.com/earn/id/6496 )

I have found that you can make money just by surfing/searching the web.

http://www.slashmysearch.com/earn/id/6496

All you have to do is use it as your main search engine and then use it when you search, it gives out the same results as that of google and/or yahoo. The easy money that you can make off of this is amazing. I love it and I now use it instead of my regular search engine. As you use it your earnings increase and the thing is they don’t actually count your clicks on the results (paving way for cheating) but on your actual usage of the search engine itself. Try it out. Nothing to lose by trying.

I want to try out and promote the website. My Blog and maybe earn a bit more by doing this.

I have been lazy lately and well it’s time to jump back into the ballgame. If I don’t I may end up with bigger @ss rather than a bigger paycheck.

I think it’s time I took this thing seriously :)

I’ll update as soon as I get something out of the things I’m doing. Hope this works, keep your fingers crossed

It’s almost 6am, my mind is still reeling. Confused by everything that is happening. I can’t think straight. My mind, my emotions, and everything else in between is driving me and not a little bit, nuts.

My mind is full of everything and nothing. I want to shout. I want to cry (and I actually did) I want to curse and get mad. I want to blame everyone and no one. My heart is thumping, pumping what can I do? What can I say?

I want to help, do all to save a relationship. But there are many questions in my mind, that have no answers. I have many things to say, but I lack the words to articulate. I don’t want anyone to get hurt but It seems like there’s nothing I can do in this spiral that spins out of my control. I want to reassure. But how can I? When I myself is not reassured. I want to comfort, but my mind says why?

It’s been a while since I last blogged. Not for lack of content on my mind but mainly from lack of time and energy. I have been busy with the store (since it’s the Christmas season and it is a time for selling) and it has consumed most of my time and my energy.

Now, the season is generally over and life is generally getting back to normal I find myself wishing for more time, more energy for myself, my family.. I felt the season has passed and nothing really significant happened.

I have been feeling a bit low lately. Seeing it as my adrenaline going down. I have been wanting support from my husband and children. but alas, none is found. I always told myself that I can only find real support and such from myself, that I shouldn’t go looking for love outside of my body, but I am but human and constantly seeks the love and affection of others. I know I’m not perfect, I constantly and will continue to make mistakes, and I will also constantly see the mistake others do unto me and those that I love. I am an emotional and sensient being. I feel, I hurt, I bleed and I cringe at pain. I get happy, sad, mad and bad all at the same time even.

There really are just some people who are parasites.
They pretend to be your friend coz you can give something in return. But the moment you deny them what they want. Poofff they go out of your life.
It just really pisses me off that there really are people like that. I try to be a good person, control my temper, control my feelings and control my mouth. But sometimes it really isn’t possible specially when you see that what is happening is soooooooooo wrong. Sometimes you just want to go to that person and beat some sense into them. But alas, all you can do is try to be patient and be as a nice person as you possibly can.

I came across this, arhm, poem (?) in my sis-in-laws website. I found it to be real, touching and so real. I hope to inspire and touch people with this note…I hope my readers would like it as much as I did.

REASON…SEASON…LIFETIME

When someone is in your life
for a REASON
It is usually to meet a need
you have expressed.
They have come to assist you
through a difficulty,
To provide you with guidance
and support,
To aid you physically,
emotionally, or spiritually.
They may seem like godsend,
and they are!

They are there for the reason
you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing

We have been watching pinoy dream academy here and have been enjoying it.
And in one of their episodes, they were taught how to belly dance. I found the dance to be graceful and I thought that it would be nice and fun to learn how to do it.
I am planning to learn how and as my plans go, I hope that I will be able to push through with it and really learn and be as good as the teacher in pinoy dream academy.
The good thing is I think I’ll lose weight in the process and that will be good. very very good